Luahan Hati Sayu Dari Seorang Isteri Selepas Jadi Mangsa Dera Suami Selepas Baru 3 Bulan Berkahwin

I've been married for 3 months to the guy I thought I love. I met him at a wedding, his family came for merisik 4 months after that. The next 4 months, we got engaged and the next 8 months, we got married.

He used to be so caring, so charming but only after we got engaged that I know about his bad tempered.

Now that we are married, things get worse. He started screaming in front of my face, to show me the real beast inside him. He once open the door of a moving car (while I was driving) just because,

"Habis kalau I kata your keluar dari kereta ini, takkan you nak keluar?"

to show that he is not afraid of anything and that he is more egoistic than me.

The second case, we fought over something. I ignored him but then he punched and kicked the wall. He injured himself and I have to lie to everyone telling he fell on the bathroom floor.

The third case, I found out that he has someone in his WeChat. It's not a serious relationship or anything. He is just flirting with her and calling her gorgeous.

It broke my heart to thousand pieces. All this while, I trusted him so much that I know he loves me so much and I know he won't go flirting around. Oh I was wrong. I have never been so wrong.

To those of you who think I was just jealous, you are wrong. I was not jealous, I was disappointed. So I ignored him for one day. That night he got so pissed off, he lose control and literally smashed my phone. He did this in front of his siblings. I cried so terribly.

The fourth case, happened yesterday. We fought again. He tried to talk to me and discuss about this but I refused. He pushed me here and there and then forced me so fiercely to sit on a chair, facing him. Seriously in front of his face.

I closed my eyes the whole time and cried. I just can't look at this beast-side of him. I tried to run, I get up from the chair, he purposely push the chair (when I was trying to run) and I fell (together with the chair). That moment when I fell, I was in pain. Not because of my knee (it hurts though) but because I can't believe the man I thought will be my protector, my husband, who was supposed to protect me, did this to me. He has come to this phase where he thinks he has the right to hurt me. I burst into tears because this is my husband. I am indirectly-physically-abused by my husband.

I know my limit, I am currently waiting for the next thing to happen. The moment he hit me, I know that is the end to everything. We shall forget everything, forget all of the sweet memories and go our separate ways.

To my husband, I love you before, still love you. But I'm not sure about tomorrow. Why can't we be happy like other people? I'm in pain and I don't feel safe. Please.


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